6.0 Or we might try to draw the responsibility more narrowly and apportion it more exactly. And not use equations and integers but instead express matters in traditional narrative terminology. So, for instance, if Tony And there the photocopyāthis version of a versionāstopped. āSo, for instance, if Tonyā: end of the line, bottom of the page. If I hadnāt immediately recognised Adrianās handwriting, I might have thought this cliffhanger a part of some elaborate fakery concocted by Veronica. But I didnāt want to think about herānot for as long as it was possible to avoid doing so. Instead I tried to concentrate on Adrian and what he was doing. I donāt know how best to put this, but as I looked at that photocopied page I didnāt feel as if I was examining some historical documentāone, moreover, requiring considerable exegesis. No, I felt as if Adrian was present in the room again, beside me, breathing, thinking. And how admirable he remained. I have at times tried to imagine the despair...